this was an update from my LJ on april 19th so i figured i would throw it up here for ya'll

could it have been any longer since i last updated???
yeah i sure it could have... anyway.

things have been pretty crazy to say the least lately between my family, classes at school, and my cocky assumptions that i am capable of preparing last minute for a 6 chapter test, and o yeah my lab practical is on monday for the past 4 labs we have completed. should i just burry myself in a book all day long... *sigh* so yeah its been crazy but at the same time i should have know because I ALWAYS DO THIS!!! maybe i am more frustrated with my own habits that i pretend don’t exist. both my science teachers tell everyone to study 2 hours for every one hour they spend in class. i NEVER follow this rule, but geez even just one hour or a 1/2 an hour for every hour in class has got to be better then trying to pull it all together last minute. i have the ambition of a perfectionists, but the habits of a fool. is that the recipe for every college student, or just human being for that matter. well wish me luck.

o yeah steph. lets just say that high school anatomy was extremely watered down!!!

at least i got an update out of all this



id give up forever to touch you
cause i know that you feel me somehow

What r your plans? Why do you wana stay home? Why would you want to go to California? “You should go to Loyola” “why?” “Because its Loyola!” “I would like to see you have a college experience”

Well I know (sometimes by default) that I want to be a nurse, but every time I come up with a plan to accomplish that goal… I never fail to change my mind. Its not that it bothers me to change my mind all the time, but eventually I’ll have to make a firm decision.

I am not afraid to leave home. The thought of it is exciting, but right now it just does not seem sensible. I think I just want a change of some sort, anything… I want to be frivolous, but find myself willingly bound by practicality. So I think I will compromise and buy a new bed instead.

I might live in the city and go to school. Most likely I would attend UIC. City life has a lot of appeal. Steph, you need to let me know if you are going to be back living in the states some time soon. I might be on the hunt for a roommate. I could stay @ home and then buy a condo!!! That’s very exciting too. If I find a hospital job, just doing transport or something, I could potentially have my education paid for, but I would probably have to live at home then, or pay to live in the city. Eventually I need to think about buying a car (ooooo) but I don’t want to take on a car payment. So I will just have to wait a little longer and pay for it all at once.


It will all work itself out


Mol, I am not upset with you, mom, or dad… I just don’t know what to say. Love you

an update just for you ian

come home runnin, just as you are - chris t

oooo... bummer.  i was in the middle on an entry but i lost it because i closed the web page w/o thinking about it.  well, as a few of you might know i have sefely returned from my trip to california and azrizona.  the trip was coined the Odyssey by several people, and with good reason.

i will admit the trip was planned as last minute as possible, which was perhaps a contributing factor.    the trip held instore for me multiple unexpected bus trips, lots of waiting in bus stations (las veagus-nevada, indeo-california, and phenoix-arizona), crying in bus stations, the bus not having room for me, lots of payphone phone calls because i droped my cell in the toiolet , cab rides (heheheh devon's cab driver scarred him), sleeping in an airport, and one awesome road trip up to 29 palms (thats devon's base) with Jennifer and Bridgett (devon's older and baby sister)!!!

needless to say the trip was a traviling nightmare, but as always it was priceless to have time with devon.  its weird how much you begin to appreciate being able to look @ someone while your talking to them (not just hearing their voice over a long-distance phone call)

i also realised how uncomftorable i can become in unfamiliar situations & types of people, but the awesome part is knowing i would be that much more confident if ever faced with a similar situation.

also, i have a new appreciation for......READY FOR THIS....GRASS!  the ground should always be covered with grass, not sand or rocks like the desert, and towns should have TREES not catususes!

heheheheh

well thats about it for now.  i am back in school: anatomy & psychology, and chemistry.... i miss my sociology and humanity classes.....o well

ta ta 

(oops sorry i though i could spell check...ill work on it next time)